Att drömmar kan vara så sanna ibland...

Då hade man ytterligare en dröm om mitt kära ex Jonte =/ Kommer inte riktigt ihåg va jag drömde... Men när man vaknar upp å inte fattar vad de e som e sant å dröm så blir man sjukt förvirrad. Men de jag kommer ihåg, va att vi snackade ut om precis allt som gått snett så många gånger.... Ibland så förstår jag bara inte vad jag tydligen gjorde fel 2 gånger. Men varför kommer han då tillbaka?? Ibland känns de som om man bara är de där säkra kortet som man kan lita på å sen kasta bort.
Men jag kan inte låta bli tänka på va man gjorde fel...
Tack och lov att han bor där han bor nu med sin nya tjej. Annars hade de blivit jobbigare för mej att försöka komma igenom de här =/.


Så har även en text som talar för sej själv...
Kelly Clarkson - Beautiful Disaster (live)

He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme, I know
He's as damned as he seems
More Heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world would cave in
It just ain't right
Lord, it just ain't right

Oh and I don't know,
I don't know what he's after.
But he's so beautiful,
he's such a beautiful disaster.
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter,
Lord, would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster?

He's magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
But do I try to change him?
It's so hard not to blame him.
Hold me tight
Baby, hold me tight

Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster?

I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy hysterical
I'm searching for some kind of miracle
Waited so long
I've waited so long

He's soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks
He's never enough
And still he's more than I can take

Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster?

He's beautiful,
Lord, he's so beautiful,
He's beautiful